Whew!
The soldier is officially home, and within days, the two of us will breathe the same air. FINALLY! The last few days have been pretty exciting, with him getting closer and closer to home. I've been so excited for HIS excitement, it's been nothing short of awesome, and HOLY SHIT, I haven't even seen him yet!
Over the past sixteen years, I'm sure I've seen him hundreds of times, but this time, the one coming up real quickly, it feels like it's the FIRST time. I suppose that's because it will be the most special so far. The nerves and excitement and butterflies that I've been feeling bring back a lot of memories of him, and this week I've felt like a kid, and a teenager, and a young woman all over again - experiences with him carry through all of those phases of my life. Those memories have become very precious over the past few months, and it's been crazy to vividly recall so many of them.
I can't wait to see him, and touch him, and make sure he's real. I'm a toughie, but I can't predict how I'll react when that moment finally arrives. I think I might crack a little! And, well, that just might do me some good. It's been a long time coming.
Over the past sixteen years, I'm sure I've seen him hundreds of times, but this time, the one coming up real quickly, it feels like it's the FIRST time. I suppose that's because it will be the most special so far. The nerves and excitement and butterflies that I've been feeling bring back a lot of memories of him, and this week I've felt like a kid, and a teenager, and a young woman all over again - experiences with him carry through all of those phases of my life. Those memories have become very precious over the past few months, and it's been crazy to vividly recall so many of them.
I can't wait to see him, and touch him, and make sure he's real. I'm a toughie, but I can't predict how I'll react when that moment finally arrives. I think I might crack a little! And, well, that just might do me some good. It's been a long time coming.
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Cheers to you two having a weekend of good lovin'!
I am so excited for you. I hope I feel the same way about a guy one day.
Oh, sweetie! I am SOOOO excited FOR you! And, yeah, I think you're gonna get a bit weepy when you finally see him. But he won't mind a bit :)
If it's been a while, then you are due for a good little cry. Can hardly wait to hear the replay;>
Time to make new memories! Make it lots of fun!
Yeah, it's been a long time coming. Ten bucks says you won't be, though.
It's going to be grand! Soak it all in and enjoy yourself! :D
meg give your number.......justin FFFF
awwww!!! (that just made you wanna hurl, huh?)
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